Brand New Love

Chapter II-Bruising and Accusing

By: KaKaVegeGurl

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Back for another cup of yaoi, eh? Well let’s not get into too much detail, I don’t like to bother you! Please read on and enjoy the fic!

~KaKaVegeGurl >^-^<

***...*** = Goku’s thoughts written from my view

**...** = Vegeta’s thoughts written from my view

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**Life can really seem to suck every once in a while, sometimes, and right now was one of those times, it had been one full week since their conversation at the stream, and Vegeta just couldn’t concentrate on training any more. He had tried everything he could think of... But for some reason he had lost his motivation, that Kakarrot was wearing in on him and slowly eating up his arrogance. The Prince could swear he was constantly being watched by someone, it was like he knew he felt the power but he couldn’t fully make it out, like a ghost, there was no explanation for it; maybe lack of sleep? No... It was something else, and it wasn’t nice; it was powerful! **

**Even though it was Vegeta himself that had said that him and Kakarrot should spar a lot more he had been trying to avoid the other saiyan all week, he didn’t feel he could give Kakarrot his all, and that bothered him! All he could do was think of the younger man, the guy he desired so much; secretly and deniably from the first day, but he was positive that Kakarrot had no idea that two males could love, therefor Vegeta was just chewing on a piece of gum that had no flavor in the first place; Kakarrot was a helpless cause, there was no chance of him liking Vegeta back, even if Kakarrot did like Vegeta the Prince wouldn’t hesitate to push him away, he didn’t deserve Kakarrot’s love...**

**He had also came to the indiscreet fact that he was attracted to Kakarrot... BADLY, he wanted the other Saiyan so much... He needed him, all of this time he did, if he lost Kakarrot he didn’t know what he’d do... And now that Vegeta had finally put it to his mind that Kakarrot was much greater than any of the elite fighters on their planet, he would gladly accept Kakarrot as his mate if the chance came. It was folly to think of him as any mere third class Saiyan, now that he was stronger than the Prince himself, Vegeta had convinced himself of that, but he would never truly be able to tell that to the taller Saiyan, and he would probably never have the chance to tell the younger Saiyan how he truly felt**

“Damn it!” Vegeta threw his head into his hands as he began to cry, his entire body slowly began shaking as the tears ran down his cheeks and landed on the floor, “Why can’t I just tell you!? ... Curse you Kakarrot! ... I hate you! Damn it! Why do I love you so much!?”

Goku stared down at the two bodies in front of him, if they could still be called that, blood was all over his shirt and his hands, on his face and his pants, he had tried to save them... But he was much to late, why hadn’t he done anything? He just stood there, looking stupid, “Vegeta......” He sobbed and repeated himself again and again, “Why would you do such a thing? ... Why?... It’s not like you...”

***Why would Vegeta have done such a thing? Was Gohan right? He had seen it with his own two eyes, he was there, it WAS Vegeta, there was no doubt about it, but the wild look in his eyes was too unnatural for the Prince, “Darn it!” he heard himself say aloud, “I truly thought Vegeta had changed, but... But why?!” there was no mistake about it now, it had been Vegeta, it had happened and Goku didn’t do anything to stop it, and it was only four yards ahead of himself, he had felt so helpless, just standing there like an idiot in disbelief as the prince had torn his wife and his youngest son to pieces. But still a question remained... Why would Vegeta do such a thing? That Prince had always had a reason for the things he did, ALWAYS, why would Vegeta have a reason to wipe both Goten and Chi chi out of existence? Whatever the reason was Goku was going to find out. But it still didn’t make any sense! The tight spandex suit, the boots, the strength, the muscles, the fighting style, the ki signature, EVERYTHING! It was all Vegeta, all of it... Except those eyes, the raw wild look in them, like they weren’t tame, he had never seen such a look before... Let alone a look on Vegeta’s face... But something else still didn’t fit... Something else bothered him...***

**If he didn’t have the strength enough to tell Kakarrot how he felt then what kind of fighter was he? He was such a coward! So weak and fragile...**

The Prince wiped his tears on his shirt and put his head back in his hands as he mumbled to himself sadly.

Vegeta looked up as Goku appeared in front of him, he; the Prince of all Saiyans was sitting on his bed with his head in his hands, he had been crying. He was wearing normal human clothes, a pair of khaki pants, a long sleeved blue shirt and just some socks.

Goku stared down at Vegeta, “Hi.” He said coldly and sat by Vegeta, paying close attention to Vegeta’s soaked shirt and the tear lines on his cheeks, “I’m guessing you know what this is about?” He stated with a bit of sarcasm.

Vegeta frowned as he finished wiping away the rest of his tears, “N-Not exactly... Why are you here?”

“You know why, now you owe me an explanation.” The younger Saiyan said with not the slightest hint of humor on his face.

Vegeta stared at Goku in fear, slowly his eyes widened and he blinked for a bit; trying to take in what Goku was saying, how did he know? “A-Are you serious? I have no idea what you are interpreting Kakarrot.”

Goku felt angered and slapped Vegeta hard across the cheek, “Goddamn it, Vegeta! Stop trying to act so innocent! I saw what you did! I was there! I saw everything!”

“Umm...” Vegeta’s eyes filled with tears as he reached his left hand up to touch his red cheek, the tears started streaming down his cheek as he gulped down his sorrow and looked at Goku again, “Kakarrot... I-I-I don’t know... Wh-what you’re talking about... What did I do...?” He froze as he remembered something from last week.

**Oh Kami! He can’t be talking about that, could he? But how does he know? How would he know!?**

Vegeta looked down as he tried to hold back more tears.

Goku loosened up a bit and looked down at the Prince softly, “Vegeta...”

***The person he loved... Vegeta... Sitting in front of him, tears forming in his eyes, cheek red and softened, the sweetest swelled lips; open and wet... What should he do? Vegeta had killed his wife and Goten! But Goku loved him! Should Vegeta get what he deserved? Come on, Goku! You can do this, Vegeta has killed innocent people plenty of times before without any hesitation, But Vegeta himself wasn’t an innocent person, did Vegeta really need mercy? Goku had watched it! There was no hesitant gestures in Vegeta’s small miniature massacre, none! But Vegeta had said that he didn’t know what Goku was talking about. Was he lying?***

Vegeta looked up at Goku as the taller Saiyan moved a bit, “K-Kakarrot, I-I didn’t... I-I couldn’t hel-help it, I didn’t want t-to tell you......”

***Couldn’t help it? Didn’t want to tell him? What was Vegeta saying, could he not control himself? Was someone else controlling him?***

“Kakarrot please...” Vegeta looked back down again, now ashamed of himself, “I just... Wa-wanted you s-so bad... I didn’t... Didn’t think anyone else was around... I-I mean...”

**He knew he sounded like a coward... He could hear his own words... Boy did he feel so pathetic! Admitting something like this to someone who had seen it only a few days ago! How embarrassing!**

***Wanted him? Vegeta had known that he had seen it! Vegeta had looked right at him! After all, all five of them were right in the open!***

Goku frowned a bit more, now though, he was confused, “Uhh...”

Vegeta didn’t bother to look at Goku, he felt so ashamed of himself, like the dog caught with the son’s dinner, “I just didn’t w-want you to see me like t-that - this, it’s just... Well, No, I wanted you to see me like that... Th-that’s why I was doing it... Oh Kami...”

“Vegeta what are you talking about?” Goku asked not quite understanding what Vegeta was saying.

**Huh? What am I talking about? He already knows, why is he asking? ......... Wait... Maybe he doesn’t know about...... Oh great! I just...... How do I explain it now? NOW he knows about it! But did he truly get what I was talking bout? Well he is an idiot! Hopefully he didn’t catch onto it!**

Vegeta looked up at Goku now, his face was flushed with embarrassment, “Huh K-Kakarrot? ... S-Sunday when I was in the f-forest alone...”

Goku’s eyes narrowed and he growled, he slowly cocked a brow and his face flushed in understanding, “Sunday, huh? What happened Sunday? ... Oh my gosh!”

Vegeta blushed crimson and gulped, “N-nothing... Well... Umm... What were you talking about? Kakarrot?”

“Just a few minutes ago when you were at my house.”

“What?!” Vegeta looked at Goku in surprise and gasped, “Just a few minutes ago? ... ... I couldn’t have been over at your house, today, at all... I was here... Crying.”

Goku frowned and seemed to be thinking real hard, “But I... But I saw you do it... We all did, Me, Gohan, Goten and Chi chi.”

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Whew! This entire day was dedicated to writing this chapter! O.O What a blast! >O.O< Well... What do you think so far? O.o I hope you enjoyed this one, and they only get longer!

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~KaKaVegeGurl ^.^